Just like Alaska,
To anyone who'll understand, notice, take time to read and appreciate.
Yes, exactly. Alaska from John Green's novel Looking for Alaska.
I find it that Alaska and I are very much alike. Her personality, I mean. She's very mercurial but very straight forward, and I love that about her. She's deep but at the same time too shallow. I love it how confident she can be but doubt her self in some days. And a lot more.
And whenever I'm reading it over again, I can't help picture Alaska, me. Because it's the same girl who's writing her suicide story. Then again, she didn't have enough time, but chose to have to; so I'm using mine as an inspiration or something useful to anyone.
To be honest, I don't really know myself very well. I believe in this Zodiac thing-ies and as a Gemini, we have various personalities that can bombard any ones mind, even ours. And I do, have those various bombarding personality.
I have concluded that I have different personality issues and a mild bipolar disorder.
FYI. Still scattering my fragments. And every time I do, I feel both relief and uneasiness. Why is that?